so i can offically say i am way poor... i have like no money what so ever.

had to buy a new phone because i stepped on mine and it broke in half...that was a nice $245... yah, that was the cheapest phone they had there. it sucked mucho....

then i had to buy my laptop...theres another $1500... that sucks also...i mean i know ill like it, and it will last and what not..but thats alot of money. thats more than half of my car.

i have to spend more money on school stuff. lamps, fans, clothes, shower stuff, backpack, rug, chairs, phone, i dont even know. its gonna suck bad... not the whole shopping thing, because i mean come on who doesnt like shopping. but the whole me spending MORE money. that i dont really have. i mean i have it, but it would be nice to save for school. i have been working though. so i do have that money. but its not that much.

dont have a roomate yet. so that kinda sucks. it would be nice to find out who she is or if i even have one. i mean i gotta figure out whose bringing what and all that fun stuff... if i have one i hope i get along with her. i mean i get along with most ppl. but you never know. its different when your living with them.

im excited for school though only 19 more days. it should be fun alot of mixed feelings about it.

i havent hung out with alot of ppl much. the ones that i used to... its kinda wierd...but everyone drifts away. everyone changes. i mean me erica and christina used to be unseperable...now we hardly hang out. ppl change though. sometimes for the good and sometimes for the bad... and it just changes friendships. i cant wait to meet new ppl at school. i just hope i still talk to my friend here by this time next year. its kinda scary thinking that u may never see some of these ppl ever again. the ones you grew up with. spent 4 years with in highschool... everyone goes their seperate ways...who knows. i hope i still keep in touch with them. and not just the occasional bumping onto them at a store or something. but who knows. im sure i will still talk to erica and christina though. even though erica is moving a good 30-45 minute drive away. anyways...

i cant wait for school. its going to be an exciting new adventure...and will be a new beginning...all that stuff...

k thats enough of me talking...